Day 7

Dear Edz,

It was a great 2 1/2 years with you. It's a pity that looking back, or even looking at things now, that we're probably not meant to be forever. Like what they always say, it's better to have loved and lost than not to have loved at all. A rather scant excuse, to be honest. However, consolations aren't designed to be true, they're made to tide things over for people, to give them some false hope so that they could stay alive and therefore enjoy the better things that life has in store for them.

And this is when I shall start to be grateful. Thank you for letting me know my ability and capacity to love. Thanks for making me grow up and stuff. Ultimately, thank you for allowing me to see the world unbound by any obligations or commitment, so that I could see things more objectively. Thanks for all that pain when you left. I am who I am now hugely because of who I was then. If not for you, I wouldn't have been so damn pretty awesome.

I'm happy that you've found somebody to love in quick time. You guys probably deserve each other a lot. It's hard to have your guy so busy with work, but bear with it, perhaps he's working for both of your future. He just has to work more than the average person because his qualifications are pretty much below average. Don't break his heart, I'm sure he loves you like hell. If you do, he'll most probably be single forever.

Thanks for giving me your everything while we were together. I miss bearbear and everyone else. And also your cousin, well, sort of.

If not for you I wouldn't have found my sunshine.

Love,

Nov.