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If this is all part of the plan; All these lessons, heartbreaks, trips and rewards, then I would say, dear powers that be, you're so awesome.

I was reading Belle's blog talking about being an FB addict. Well, I guess we're all addicts of at least one thing or another in our own ways.

To me, being addicted to something means irrationally indulging in an activity. Or, at least, that's what I want myself to believe. Look at it this way:

A: "I'm addicted to these drugs."

B: "I'm addicted to taking these drugs."

If we all take the mentality of B, then it would be easier to kick an addiction, because then the object that causes the addiction will be the subject itself, which is ourselves, instead. So what's easier to control than ourselves, right?

Easier said than done, yes, but I guess easier nonetheless. Because seriously there is no way you can change anything else but yourself anyway.

And all these, because I'm trying to hide the fact that I'm addicted to being a fucking spendthrift these days.

No, I wasn't going to write a letter to myself.

Anyway, It's been pretty long since I've last blogged. In fact, it's been pretty long since I've written anything much or did any significant reflections or thinking about anything at all, barring what to eat and what to wear.

Work's eaten up most of my time, so much so that I can't remember the last time I had a fun evening/night out. Still, I love my current job. Pity it's going to end this Sunday. And pay day will still have to wait.

Speaking about pay, I don't think I will ever work for Ban Leong again. The way they handle the pay with the promoters is just atrocious. There are no fixed dates, no black and white statements about how the commission system works, and no notices. It seems like the only way to get our pay from them is to call them up regularly and beg for it. Seriously, their HR department needs an overhaul.

Bitching aside, I would really like to wish all my boys enlisting next week good luck. Life's gonna suck a bit without all of you around, damn.

And, lastly, it's November. Let's hope it'll be a massive month.